exhaustion

It is not a physical exhaustion it is a mental drip drip away that leaches away from you   as you realise you are making the same mistakes again and again. And no, it is not anything actively that you are doing wrong like someone doing something wrong on purpose: but it is the slow realisation that your body is not going to do what is being asked of it again.  Because if it was something you were actively choosing or  something were doing wrong you ewould just change it – i mean it is not complicated would just change it . I mean it would not be difficult but it is the slow realisation that you’re not going to be doing  it  incorrectly again  And this is as elegant As I can describe it,   and this   is  why I Have been saying  my body  has become a   bloody wife. In that it can do it but it just bloody wont