Unsteady by x Ambassadors now this is a great song but it sort of makes me think which is never a good thing despite it being despite it Being amazing or deeply worrying for the lucky recipients of my thoughts but they should; rest assured that it is amazing that I can even think at all but here I am having lost absolutely everything that I ever held dear to me: now if you would permit me a little bit of unabashed self-indulgent wrist slitting here . no sure I have not actually died but I do just feel I may well have; but not in a suicidal way . but FUCK IT THIS is not me??!! I am so much better than this bag of of morosity or this fucking pessimistic but here I am sitting again writing at my computer; lonely having lost my my wife and kids and my occupation and sure I have woken up and the game has changed but I still have to make the best of it and I Have so much to look forward to which includes my computer game and getting my rhyme; lub dub published and there is getting my website up and running daddy day care
this not me?!! who am i really
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