High hopes
You have to have high high hopes the saying and song goes but where hope exits there must also be failure or a short coming for hope to exist; but my hopes were realistic this was how I lived my life i believe : i believe ,i have aimed high and worked bloody hard to get there but it is just how i have lived my life : i mean i have aimed high but to thedpoiuntin not siming high but realistically. I have not aimed to be as wealthy as bill gates or as smart as Richard Dawkins but rather I have just aimed high to be comfortable or to make sure my kids are comfortable and it is here that I really really really need to say thank you to thank everyone who has helped me along the way and it could just be friendship.,. it does not need to be anything specific or tangible; you may have just smiled at me but it was not in a condescending way or ina way p thdt was not presaging a bout of riotous laughter implying what a complete Muppet ,or kumquat; i have been, AGAIN and oh yes there are many words that exist in the English language that are not swear words but convey a very similar meaning when used with the appropriate invective or inflection
and oh yes to the many many people who feel i am an arrogant old bastard well to all of you lot all i can say it is bloody difficult being this good and please go and and fuck off but yes there are some swear words that are irreplaceable
