Am I determined well I will let you decide; but I must also admit that I much prefer the word focused because determined Has an ever so slight sense of the ofperjorativeness about it , from the moment I wake up in the morning I go to have a shower and firstly I scrub my hair thoroughly; and I should say I do not intend to be giving you full anatomical run down of my washing procedure ; but I do not believe in Shampoo mean why does one remove all of the natural oils ,from your hair to then, need to put back a whole heap of unnatural ones back in to your hair with conditioner and then I reach for my flannel which sits on the small shelf in my shower but I do this with my eyes closed so here I am trying to differentiate my flannel
from the various soaps and other paraphernalia because there was a time when i could not feel anything with my hand and then I try to stretch up to touch the ceiling with my hand obviously as opposed to with my elbow and I do this stretch up with my left arm , I am trying to reach the ceiling , because again there was a time when I could not lift my elbow above the horizontal it really was just a useless club. so having done all of this ‘exercise’ I then brush my teeth which I do standing one leg and
having checked the shower matt Is on the floor properly because If it is not then I would end up looking like an elephant dancing on ice and i mention this purely for my mother who reads my blog and I would want her to know I am being sensible ( another word I hate : I mean who in their right mind or wrong mind or as in my case would want that on their tomb stone , here lies an incredibly sensible man , or have a eulogy based on sensibility, and
I do this whilst looking like the can can girls in las Vegas where I kick up one leg at a the time practicing my balance obviously ; and also torvile and Deane the Olympic figure ice skating champions do not have anything to worry about here; and why are they are they called can can girls and here goes my knights move thinking a sign of schizophrenia . but I hasten to add that I have always had this thinking pattern but nor have I or ever had i schizophrenia
