say it quietly but i think my blog may actually be good for me

now I have had  to contend with the loss of  my   family and my identity to  a  greater or lesser extent .  because working  as  a doctor was  everything to me   and much more than that it was my entire essence because I loved feeling  that I was of  some help to someone , indeed ,my nickname used  to be selfless   and yes everyone says how well I am doing but I am not sure I   should be believing the  buggers. Well actually I am   pretty convinced I should not be listening to them at all. Because it just potentially produces a chance of me feeling complacent.     And so, it goes   I am left  just concentrating on me, AGAIN, by god I am so boring –


And if I listen to all of my own well-wishers And I lose the drive to carry on with my recovery. when as I   see it;

I have so much further to   go. to be more consistently of help to people ‘ and much more than that I am  still in the midst of my existential crisis  ;   and this is because   I feel  I am just concentrating on me, AGAIN  And this is why  I need  a significant other  and  this is where   my blog may  be   good for me because . I am actually getting requests for my advice and they actually   want my advice and strangers are thanking me for my blog, it has been of real intangible help to people


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