I am just like water and certainly not that i am anything pure or clear or unambiguous but i am nothing interesting or intoxicating and I do wonder if this is why I find myself so boring and as a plumber once said to me to me that when you have a leak the water will always find the easiest way to get out and i have been living in my bubble of being a cripple essentially whereby I can pretty much do everything that is not spontaneous such as football or tennis and I used to be quite coordinated the first choice in the school line-up for the sporting teams so I have been living my life just doing what is easy for me such as the running and not doing anything different in the way of exercise and my son last night whilst talking to him :he was saying how much he is looking forward to seeing me soon so that we could go for a run together and , he is desperate to go for a run with me again , but not as desperate as I am to do well when running with him and I know this is wrong but I cannot wait to hopefully beat him again but my god he is just 12 and here I am desperate to beat him now this cannot be right on any level but bertie seems to enjoy it ; and I must say again that it was relatively recently when he was fighting with his sisters to pushing me in my wheel chair i.e about 2 years ago but 2 years it as been 2 years years i say again a lifetime for many arachnids or some small mammals or many birds, a lifetime
i am just like water
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