My mental state – well I guess s this is an improvement to admit that i may even have a mental state; but it would take me just four letters to make the word to describe ,my mental state well lets call it six letters to make the word an adjective in the past tense well I am in the midst of my existential crisis where I am just so bored of myself and I guess I am tired of fighting and all the fighting I need to do with myself I need to do fighting with myself- and I think I now know who I am and where I came from and sure there are very few people who are wheel chair bound and also not able to remember anything longer than 5 seconds or have a completely immobile left hand oh yes and there is the fact of being written off by the supposed experts and my brief period where I did not have a heartbeat and despite all of that to me life is all about moving forwards and not stopping and this last couple of years: has been all about me learning to be me and it would appear that the Andrew AD is so much less than Andrew BC as where I could almost turn my hand to anything and reasonably well too now I have had to ;learn what it is that i cannot do such as walk down the street and talk on my mobile phone easily and use my knife and fork whilst eating and my writing is abominable now I have been described as being unerringly negative or slightly maudlin but I would argue that I am exceedingly upbeat for someone who almost died and lost everything that has any meaning to me and many times I wished I had died : but now I cannot think of anything more boring and coning back to my relentlessly positive attitude I would definitely say it is all about being positively negative that has has got me this far and the relentless search for something that is better
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