endless uncertainty

Endless uncertainty I am getting so down at the lack  of any opportunity to  discover anything new and the waking up each morning or going to bed each evening  just hoping the next day will bring  something new  to do with my life  so  perhaps I should be  calling this endless certainty  – but I am finding myself  getting so tired of the  constant  drudgery of my new life- and I just cannot see myself ever doing anything  productive again  and what I think I am finding most difficult is constantly feeling under pressure to not be  so morose – and meanwhile I  just feel my time on this planet slipping away in to oblivion and i cannot believe that happiness would be just  the absence of  sadness

 

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