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This is what I feel I have lost so much ojust being able to sit down and be content – not ecstatic just content I think I have given up on that ecstatic feeling ever again which is a great shame sand I think it is my lack of contentment that is the root cause of my general unhappiness with my current parlous state Of existence because all things considered I have come quite a long way I remember the occupational therapist
getting me an enormous automatic inflatable double bed sized thing for me with a great deal of self-satisfaction that she had managed to get it for me and I was supposed too roll on to it when I fell on the ground and could not get back up again because I fell quite often and that is the master of understatement such that it was a m miracle I was ever upright and I should be saying when and not incase beaus it really was case of when fell over next time there was really no incase to it ;it was just an issue of when i case I fell on the ground and could not get myself up again because it was about this time I weighed tenth of a ton and if I I fell which I did more than any Olympic diver in training but I could not get myself up off the ground and so the scarers were supposed to carry this enormous inflatable thing which came in a double bed d sized mattress suitcase thing there by negating any usefulness of it for the scarers who would have needed the strength of arnold swartzeneggerr to carry it to me that the scarers be taking the thing to where I had fallen so that I could get up without hurting the scarers so yes I guess I have come a long way from being just a dodgy Brussel sprout and then there was the enormous inflatable condom thing that I was supposed to wear on my left arm to help me straighten it because my left arm was constantly bent up against my shoulder and I could not straighten it and the air in the condom was supposed to be a gentle way to Straighten my arm and it does seem to me that the only thing i did not have anything inflatable for was the root cause of all of my issues and that was my dam brain but perhaps that is because there is so much air in my
