Now I do not know how long I am going to be living in this living hell where I can pretty much do everything but it is so inelegant as much as any Australian can be described as Being elegant and lacks any spontaneity such that I had my kids over to stay for the afternoon and all. They wanted to do was to play in the park which involved just playing your it and all I could do was to mostly just watch because I was so worried about falling over and I was limping so badly, because whenever I try to do anything spontaneous my left knee stiffens up so much and it leaves me walking with an extremely bad limp like Jake the peg which is also done so slowly , and ungainly and then there is my normal walking which i am told is pretty good and if I really concentrate I think it is definitely pretty good but I feel I am walking like someone who is walking on a tight rope; i.e I am wavering all over the place and because of my self-perceived wavering I am feeling like I am having to walk so carefully and this is all accentuated when I am walking on areas where there may be obstacles , such as in a park with lots of children , and so it goes that to the adults who know me apparently must appear somewhat of a success but all I want is to be able to do is to play with my kids
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