now sure I have gone from being a vegetable or a Brussel sprout to being a relatively normal appearing and acting independent adult and I am also quite regularly asked why or how I have managed to recover so far but I answer them that I do not think I have recovered that far : I still see myself as a space occupying lesion and by god I think this is a big part of my issues with myself in that I am just appearing normal and I guess I am just going to have to resign myself to marvellous mediocrity – well an enormous part of my recovery is my determination; and some people have even had the temerity to say I am stubborn but I cannot believe that I prefer to think of it as being focused and the knowledge that there is a better life out there , and also obviously regarding my recovery there has been my wife and kids , and without them I would-be truly nothing and lastly there has been my scarers who although I love to take the piss out of them hem remorselessly such as they make Julian Clarey look masculine , I do love them but just not in a way that they wish I would and I guess I am left wondering how long it is that I am going have to sprint just to stand still and I guess I cannot accept that there is not a better life out there for me but by Christ I am just going o have to carry on because all i can do is die
racing to stand still
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