regularly i am told that everyone’s life changes as they move through their life but at least for most people their changing life is in degrees and small steps where they have had some time to deal with their newly constrained straights as where for me I have instantaneously been resurrected into a limping mental cripple but again there I go calling myself a cripple but I used to have an effing superb memory for facts and random information and hang on there I go again trying to pretend i do not swear , I mean as after all I am Australian. And if nothing else my memory has improved with some stupendously embarrassing practice ; but even this chocolate oven glove of a brain can learn but by god it has been stupefyingly embarrassing ; and there is my determination to revive some sort of life for myself , and in many ways it has been this aspect of my personality that has been he single most important aspect and obviously there has been my wife and kids who have been a constant inspiration to me to help me on my tortuous and embarrassing road to recovery and for an incredibly brief Nano -second I rarely feel a tinge of excitement that i may just be starting on the threshold of a new path but i need a compass or i am just going to remain flailing about on an ocean of regrets and self flagellation
changing lives self flagellation and an ocean of regrets
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life coaching i have become a life coach now as fit as an Australian fiddle as mad as a cut snake : sagacious intelligent loyal and hyperactive and a retired professor in medical ethics and law and a retired consultant NHS physician in intensive care medicine and when home in Australia was regularly seen wielding a spade on the family farm; and a survivor of a life threatening cycling accident . View all posts by atillyard
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