changing lives detritus of andrew BC a stuperfyingly embarrassing chocolate oven glove

I i am regularly told that  everyone’s life changes as they move through  their life  but at least for most people their changing life  is in degrees and small steps  where they have had soim time to deal with their newly constrained  life  except for me I have been   instantaneously resurrected in  to a limping mental cripple but again there I  go calling myself a cripple but  I used to have  an  effing superb memory for facts and random information and hang on  there I  go again trying to pretend i do not  swear  , I mean   after all I  am Australian. And if nothing else my memory has improved with some stupendously embarrassing practice but even this chocolate oven glove  can learn but by god it has been   stuperfyingly   embarrassing and i guess  all i am trying t do is to ownership of the dettritus of  the infinitesimally small  skericks of my life  as adrewBC i have been  left with