I i am regularly told that everyone’s life changes as they move through their life but at least for most people their changing life is in degrees and small steps where they have had soim time to deal with their newly constrained life except for me I have been instantaneously resurrected in to a limping mental cripple but again there I go calling myself a cripple but I used to have an effing superb memory for facts and random information and hang on there I go again trying to pretend i do not swear , I mean after all I am Australian. And if nothing else my memory has improved with some stupendously embarrassing practice but even this chocolate oven glove can learn but by god it has been stuperfyingly embarrassing and i guess all i am trying t do is to ownership of the dettritus of the infinitesimally small skericks of my life as adrewBC i have been left with