goodness I am just so buggered in that I have just become so soppy and so sensitive because I see hidden meaning in everything such as when I see a van driving by with a sign on it from an area where my old hospital was or it could be just an old a couple I see Waking arm in arm together looking very happy in each other persons company and then there are the film shorts to a children’s film and these examples are a very good reason why Think I need to be occupied all of the time such I need to be constantly dong new things , because I am just so bored of myself – I have come to the rather depressing existential realisation that I am stuck with myself and he is bloody boring and sure there are numerous reasons for this such as I am just grieving for my past life but you know what knowing the reason is distinctly bloody unhelpful to deal with it: it is a bit like being trapped in a sinking boat and knowing that there are other people who are drowning as well , now I can only assume this is not exactly helpful knowledge to have whilst drowning.
existential BOREDOM AND DOWNING man
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