Now I am trying not think about this too much but I cannot help, it but I feel I am in such emotional distress in that my life has been always been dedicated to having a job where-by I am helping other people and more importantly there is a career path with a ladder essentially and although I had this and I have been forced in to retirement And I have many friends who have taken voluntary retirement I unlike them have been forced in to retirement and I i Am feeling like I imagine all of those students who do a marriage degree at university – also known as An arts degree ; my mothrev caled the crtts degrees marriage degrees for girls because they could go to university and hopefully meet a nice young boy whom they could end up marrying and I also diztinvtly remebewr my mother asking me if I ever was in a position where I did not have a job and could not get one would I consider the army And I also remember my reply funnily enough to her because this seemingly innocuous question bought on floods of tears
And the reason why I am feeling like I have just graduated with a MA in arts is because they have got their degree gut it has not really qualified them to do anything
